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The aura of “Pink” city….!!!

25 Nov

With the beautiful weather engulfing the city since the past few days, I have discovered a new attraction with the “pink city”…be it the calm and serene surrounding or the closeness to nature…

Despite the fact that ever since I was born I have practically never moved out of this place, I suddenly feel more connected with the city. The reason being that this has been more than just my birthplace to me, and this year, with the romantic weather engulfing the city every now and then…I have started to appreciate the serenity, beauty and stillness of this place. Better late than never I’d say…

Walking down the road when you see the aravalli hills smitten by the fog…the drops of rain still frozen on tree leaves with the last night rainfall…and the birds chirruping like never before…your mind travels through a plethora of new found love.

Getting drenched in the rain, eating spicy pakoras and roof top coffee outings have added to the flavor of the season, with the occasional foggy-chilly days making me yearn for visiting Nahargarh/ Jaigarh to be a part of the clouds, fly high like a free bird and have a breathtaking view of this glorious and momentous city.

This season I have realized a few more reasons as to why our pink city is called “PINK” city…

  • In winters your cheek and nose are bound to get pink with the chilly mornings and nights…
  • The cozy atmosphere might make you blush just thinking of your love…and you’d go pink 😉
  • The historic monuments from where you can get a breathtaking view of the city…have broken walls at some places so it might make you “pink” from the fear of tripping down…though i seriously hope you dont face the embarrassment 😉 lol

Now, I also have a collection of some moments I captured during the oh-so-romantic-weather …clicked by my itsy bitsy mobile phone camera…!!!

Happy Winters!!!

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Same Old Confused girl..!!!

19 Jul

Life once takes a turn, you cant go back in time. Now i wonder what are my priorities in life!? I am growing older, but at the same time my confusion is also growing.When will i ever have a clear mind!?? When will i be able to clearly make a decision on my own!?? For gods sake when will i really grow up!???? Honestly, I try really hard to understand this thing called LIFE!! Which makes me cry,laugh, forget things, prioritize everything, .. Why cant i live a life of eve in a garden of Edan, but of course without Satan poisoning her mind..Why am i Cupid’s victim every single time!???Why do i struggle to be perfect! Why on earth should i behave myself in office?? I mean nobody is questioning me though..I feel like my charm is slippin away … Dunno wat to do! Its funny how priorities keep on changing in life without our knowledge.When we get what we wanted the most we lose the fun of the game, taking that thing for granted. We realise the value only when we lose it!  Gone are the sweet days i used stay awake till late night like an owl thinkin about Edward Cullen[ Not tat i don think abt him now ]But things have changed.. My priorities in life have changed as wel. But Of Course Love has its own top priority.. N music as well.Friends came and departed.. At some point life was shattered into pieces..Life moves on, no matter what happens around us.. We get used to the changes so very well without knowing. Now when i look back, i feel what a drastic change!! I horribly miss curling up in my blanket and reading my favorite book. I miss eating hot maggie while watching a movie. I miss my silly writings..I miss my blog!I miss every little thing which once made me happy…Edward Cullen Irresistible lovable vampire loving me in my dreams.. My song collection.. I am missing something, but dunno what!? Some things in life changes, i agree. But some facts like my confusion is stubborn to fade away!! I am still the same old Confused girl !!

Its all about loving yourself…

29 Aug


How important is it to love yourself in such a way that you don’t let others take that liberty of hurting you?

Why do people hurt themselves because of others? I guess people get upset or sad depending on other’s actions and not because of their own. Which leads me to another question – why are we dependent on others for our happiness?

Whenever you talk to people nowadays, their reason for being sad or depressed is because of another person. It’s nearly impossible to NOT let a person hurt you but the least we can do is respect our own feelings and not to take things too seriously and preferably not think too much about it – the ifs and the buts

Once upon a time Iused to cry over literally everything but now I have become a kind of person who doesn’t really care a damn even if people bitch about me. You won’t believe the number of ridiculous questions I have to face everyday . I react to these questions by just smiling and nodding. The one thing I have understood over the years is not to expect people to understand you ALL the time. Their outlook is different, so is yours & mine. I’ve found out that by telling these people what they want to hear or what they feel is right, you appease them and yourself too. In this way, I don’t hurt them and myself in the process….

I love myself too much to let people hurt me again. Maybe I have had enough, that’s why. In the end, people are all selfish

At the moment…

I love myself..
love my life….
love my family……

story to live by..

6 Jun

This came in an e-mail, which i found interesting.

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always
there for her. She told her boyfriend, ‘If I could only see
the world, I will marry you.’

One day,
someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages
came off, she was able to see everything, including her

He asked her, ‘Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?’ The
girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The
sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn’t expected
that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her
saying: ‘Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before
they were yours, they were mine.’

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who
was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Life Is a

before you say an unkind word – Think of someone who can’t speak.

you complain about the taste of your food – Think of someone
who has nothing to eat.

you complain about your husband or wife – Think of someone
who’s crying out to GOD for a companion.

before you complain about life – Think of someone who died
too early on this earth.

you complain about your children – Think of someone who
desires children but they’re barren.

you argue about your dirty house someone didn’t clean or
sweep – Think of the people who are living in the streets.

whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who
walks the same distance with their feet.

And when
you are tired and complain about your job – Think of the
unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your

before you think of pointing the finger or condemning
another – Remember that not one of us is without sin.

And when
depressing thoughts seem to get you down – Put a smile on
your face and think: you’re alive and still

Valentine Fever!!!

11 Feb



I don’t have much to say but…as the day approaches near it fills my heart with ecstasy…For almost whole of Feb one sees hearts, chocolates, roses, teddy bears all around you..in every nook & corner of the city…Isn’t it so beautiful!!


I just cherish it all…brought myself some roses..(I don’t have a Valentine!!)..some chocolates..& also baked a cake all for myself..Sometimes pampering oneself is also such a good idea..




Googling aroung I found these lines somewhere…



I have nothing much to say..except that..



….the melodrama of “LOVE”

25 Dec

Now frankly speaking the truth, i feel this is one of the most talked about topic amongst all of us…i.e. by “the youngistan 😉 ” What do i say its just so lovely to even think of love…and all of you out there who have been in it, can very well understand what i am talking about…

You say it every day. “I love you” “I love you” “I love you” Sometimes, even multiple times of day.

So how would you know when to stop saying it?

I’ve repeated the phrase so many times I feel brainwashed. I haven’t even questioned it – until recently…hmmm…its not that i met someone special or anything of that sorts for that matter..its just dat i was suddenly struck by d feeling that we use these 3 words more than often..n so many times that u dont know whether they still hold the same meaning to u or not..

Just as everybody says Love is the most beautiful feeling that can happen to anybody…anytime…any place whatsoever…But i also agree that love is blind, as once in love you tend to overlook your partner’s fallacies…

Love is like a dream…you dont wanna wake up as you fear that the dream might get over…you want to keep dreaming…stay in that wonderland forever…but then just as you think everything’s so perfect & so true…something unwanted & unexpected & ofcourse least desirable happens and it seems like the end of it…Its seems a disastrous situation at the moment and crying for hours to go non-stop, not talking to anybody, not eating food, becomes a habit…But once you’re out of the situation is when you realize such a big fool you were to even believe in anything like dat!!!

Well this happens with everybody, nowadays everybody has a gf/bf and pretend as if that’s their world…and not just that some of them already begin taking each other as their spouse. Now that surprises me, I don’t believe in all this…This hypocrisy makes me feel sick…How can you trust a person so badly & so madly to the extent of being blindfolded and then at the end of it, be dumped by him/her.

People have no work, or may be they can “manage it”…that’s what I get as an answer from my friends…What they can’t answer is what kinda love is this, where you keep dumping your partner, go find someone else, & this goes on & on like a chain…Even those people who stick to a partner are not loyal…& for those who are loyal, how many of them keep up with their promise of marriage?? Everybody shivers just at the thought of getting married…Unspeakable relationships…You keep hiding them for the sake of everybody else…& at the end of the day sit at home cry your heart out & run to your friend for company…Earlier when everything was normal, those poor friends felt neglected & even upset…but then you had no time for them, now you expect them to be there for you…help you out of the situation…How mean…isn’t it??

The Hardest Thing In Life Isn’t Finding The One You Luv,
It’s Making The One You Luv…Luv you Back..!!


22 Dec

Sometimes I wonder whether you even know that I exist
Sometimes I wonder whether you care

Sometimes I wonder whether we are meant to be
Sometimes I wonder whether it’s fair

Sometimes I wonder whether you’ve gone too far away
Sometimes I wonder whether it’s futile to stare

Sometimes I wonder whether to hold on to you
Sometimes I wonder whether to go wordlessly away



Iknow this won’t ever reach you,
I know you don’t even care,
but I had to say it,
I had to try
ps: I love you…..


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