Archive | July, 2010

Same Old Confused girl..!!!

19 Jul

Life once takes a turn, you cant go back in time. Now i wonder what are my priorities in life!? I am growing older, but at the same time my confusion is also growing.When will i ever have a clear mind!?? When will i be able to clearly make a decision on my own!?? For gods sake when will i really grow up!???? Honestly, I try really hard to understand this thing called LIFE!! Which makes me cry,laugh, forget things, prioritize everything, .. Why cant i live a life of eve in a garden of Edan, but of course without Satan poisoning her mind..Why am i Cupid’s victim every single time!???Why do i struggle to be perfect! Why on earth should i behave myself in office?? I mean nobody is questioning me though..I feel like my charm is slippin away … Dunno wat to do! Its funny how priorities keep on changing in life without our knowledge.When we get what we wanted the most we lose the fun of the game, taking that thing for granted. We realise the value only when we lose it!  Gone are the sweet days i used stay awake till late night like an owl thinkin about Edward Cullen[ Not tat i don think abt him now ]But things have changed.. My priorities in life have changed as wel. But Of Course Love has its own top priority.. N music as well.Friends came and departed.. At some point life was shattered into pieces..Life moves on, no matter what happens around us.. We get used to the changes so very well without knowing. Now when i look back, i feel what a drastic change!! I horribly miss curling up in my blanket and reading my favorite book. I miss eating hot maggie while watching a movie. I miss my silly writings..I miss my blog!I miss every little thing which once made me happy…Edward Cullen Irresistible lovable vampire loving me in my dreams.. My song collection.. I am missing something, but dunno what!? Some things in life changes, i agree. But some facts like my confusion is stubborn to fade away!! I am still the same old Confused girl !!

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